Rumination

It's now nearly five months that I've known about the affair.

I don't know why D confided in me. He said he wasn't being fair so he had to finish things between us. I think he just needed someone to tell, and I was the person closest at the time. He also told me he suffers from very bad depression and that was the reason his marriage fell apart, not the affair.

In the meantime he's had a nervous breakdown, a serious one by accounts. So he was telling the truth about the depression. He's shut out everyone and doesn't appear to be socialising at all. Word on the street is he's doped up to the eyeballs.

I don't know what tipped him over the edge, perhaps Tiger Woods. No one likes a cheater do they? Well, at least not in America. More likely something that she did.

She's super palsy with PB at the moment and getting stronger as he fades.